Tag Archives: Suicide

The Wisdom of Not Thinking Too Much, or How Things That Are Far Away Or Too Close Can Be Equally Blurry

“Our minds can get us into so much trouble; with capers, schemes, philosophies, and whatnot. And that brings me to my journal entry.” Continue reading

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Who Are You? It May Not Be Pretty.

As you may have noticed, I try to write clever things that seem meaningless. But there is a there here.
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Of Bathory and Smoking in the Rain

There isn’t much to talk about these past few days. Personally, I’ve been ensconced in a modicum of depression, and not a small amount of self-loathing. What am I looking for, exactly? What would suit me fine would be something … Continue reading

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Of Citizen Kane, Cold Water, ECT, Birds, and Cats

I like birds. It’s hard to name a bird I would say that I do not like. Well nigh impossible. The same is true for all animals. However, cats and dogs speak to me on another level, one that is … Continue reading

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Of Nietzsche, Shock Therapy, and Metropolis

The considerably wonderful film, “Metropolis,” was just on Turner Classic Movies. It’s about as melodramatic as it gets, but that’s a compliment here. It doesn’t hold back. The composition is so exquisite and compelling, and the images are marvelous to … Continue reading

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